I got it

Yeah, you got it

30 days to get what I got today.

What, again, life has whispered me in the last 30 days? 30 things.

1. Physical life in the Earth is short. Some will stay with us for many more years, some may go soon. I might go in decades, I might go soon.

2. I have constant company. All the universe stands by me.

3. All the answers are inside me. And silence is my internal language.

4. I need people. I can't be happy with no contact.

5. I have, since the first moment I breathed, all the information to live.

6. There is no need to suffer for human conventions. Conventions are languages. They intend to communicate and facilitate communication. Forget them if they silence your inner language.

7. The most precious things are fragile. Life is fragile: a chromosome that doesn't bond correctly, an electric impulse that cannot travel, a thought that grows and expands with no limit.

8. No enough sleeping = depression

9. Take the picture when you know. One second after is gone.

10. Two twos are an eye blink.

11. Black and purple are good colors for fall. And for winter.

12. Beautiful names: Kerley, Emre, Oriana, Laura.

13. The order to get it is: accept, then love, then know.

14. I am sure all that I think someone already thought it, or someone will think it. I am part of the human race :)

15. The moment is now.

16. The best is happening. And the best has happened.

17. One word that represents many things of myself is: intensity

18. When I am sad, I am really sad.

19. I am sad to discover that I still have tried to control feelings. I am sad to discover that some feelings are not the ones I wanted. I am sad to discover that I "wanted feelings" or "wanted no feelings". I am sad through the process of accepting. But at the end it is quite simple: sadness goes with some time, a good tea and a talk with a friend. And it feels good to realize that finally I was brave enough to be honest with myself and to let go control.

20. I miss places.

21. I miss people.

22. My bike makes me happy. My legs make me happy. I can bike and run. My fingers make me happy. I can write. My voice make me happy. I can talk. My music make me happy. My heart makes me happy. I can give.

23. Flow.

24. Contemplate.

25. No rush. Deadlines? ok, just do it. But no rush.

26. If something hurts my health I will stop doing it.

27. I love scarfs. Sleeping with a scarf at night is the best way not to catch a cold.

28. People, by nature, do not have bad intentions. Those bad thoughts, that bad energy, comes from somewhere else. It is not an isolated entity. And it doesn't come from a single person. It can be expressed by a person, it can come as an action. But be aware that that single person is not the source. So if it hits you, let it pass. Stay calm and it will keep passing by. It can't touch you.

29. The water calms me. The sound, its touch. Swim.

30. Find.

Feeling

Frío puro, fresco, que se extiende adentro sin golpear pero también sin consideración.
Simpleza, aceptación y presencia en el blanco claro del interior.
Ironía de la más sana, paisaje con belleza sin medida, pero con el límite de mi mirada.
Ahora, por fin, me rindo a la vida.